Prompt 51: Troubling Thoughts of the 100 Themes Challenge
As I look into the sky I cannot help but wonder where will life take us and why
the supreme power has chosen different paths for each other.
I cannot take your lies anymore, maybe it is better this way after all.
A wound this deep is intolerable and will leave scars but it is worth the pain.
I will have the memories of what I had felt for you echoing to me repeatedly, a broken melody in a scratched record...it's something like my singing: horrible but meaningful.
Oh little voice who yearns to be heard, freed from it's long captivity but alas! It is quite a lonely journey it has to make to be able to find another one whom understands it.
A melody, it's a song, a tale of two lovers whom both lost and found yet lost again to the battle because neither wanted the commitment.
Fear, that thing that terrorizes us the most. Making us unwilling to change and vulnerable to deception.
Lies. If told over and over again maybe I'll be a fool to believe you. That one time I actually wanted you gone but denied it because I wanted us to be "friends"
The simplicity of it all because the equation adds up to a negative number every single time.
Maybe I shouldn't have visited or left you a letter after all but either way I'm falling because I long to hear your voice but we can't find much to say.
Vulnerable, those conversations make me feel like I have lost the comfort in my shell and should find a new one.
Why do you always know what not to say?
Leaving it up to me to light up a match in a already burning pot is your way of getting rid of the evidence?
Yeah, maybe it is better this way because I don't know you at all and in the end truth is the first rule of commitment.